Manusia…

Jam 10:30 gua mulai nulis ginian di jam kompi yang gua pakai. Mmm… Tadi gua baru aja mbaca dari blognya anak-anak, mulai dari yang gua kenal deket, kenal tapi gak deket, sampai yang gua ga kenal sama sekali gua baca. Dan gua nggak tahu kenapa gua jadi senyum-senyum sendiri.

Maksudnya gini…

Selama ini, mungkin gua tipe-tipe orang yang acuh sama perasaan orang lain. Masalah temen misalnya. Walau gua anggep semua orang itu temen, tapi kadang-kadang gua berpikir, orang yang gua kenal, lebih baik tidak selalu dianggap teman. Nggak kayak ppkn, slogan pilih-pilih temen itu perlu terkadang ada benernya. Tapi akhir-akhir ini gua punya cara pandang yang berbeda sama orang.

Klo ngeliatin orang yang duduk di sekitar kita sepintas, rasanya nggak ada perasaan apa-apa. Tapi pas gua coba mengamati orang lain dengan seksama dari mimiknya, matanya, alisnya, cara mulutnya ngomong, gua jadi sadar, orang yang ada di depan gua itu punya perasaan dan luapan emosi yang sama, kayak gua.

Misal~ Sebutlah ada seorang teman yang bernama X. Di mata gua dia SO (Study Oriented) banget. Dan gua dari dulu sebetulnya ga suka sama orang-orang yang SO, atau mungkin, pintar karena rajin. Intinya, gua benci paradigma “dia pintar dan dia bodoh”, hanya dari alasan nilai-nilai. Akhirnya gua definisikan pintar dan bodoh menurut definisi gua. Akibatnya, dari alam bawah sadar gua, gua ga nyadar bahwa gua diam-diam ga terlalu suka berdekatan dengan orang-orang SO ataupun rajin, walau bisa jadi orang tersebut luar biasa baik. Aduh…, sorry banget… ==’ Dan belakangan ini setelah entah kenapa tiba-tiba gua mencoba mengobservasi orang-orang di sekitar gua, gua menemukan satu hal yang krusial. Yaitu, semua itu ada alasannya.

Alasan gua ga suka ama orang SO dan orang rajin. Alasan kenapa mereka SO. Alasan kenapa mereka rajin. Bahkan alasan berteman dengan teman-teman tertentu. Walaupun terdengar konyol, tapi semua itu menurut gua cuma sekadar wujud usaha kita untuk menunjukkan eksistensi kita di hadapan orang lain. Siapa sih yang mau diacuhkan di pergaulan? Siapa sih yang mau dikucilkan? Semuanya, semuanya yang waras pasti nggak mau itu terjadi. Akhirnya, muncullah jalanhidup-jalanhidup yang kita ciptakan sendiri, dengan harapan dengan cara yang kita tempuh itu, orang lain peduli dengan kehadiran kita.

Ekstrimnya gini, si X misalnya, dia SO, mungkin alasannya dia SO adalah biar orang lain mau mendekat kepadanya, walau sekadar bertanya tentang pelajaran atau apa. Kalau sudah begitu, walau dia sadar bahwa dia hanya dimanfaatkan orang lain kalau hanya dibutuhkan, tapi dia sudah cukup bahagia dia punya orang lain yang mengakui keberadaan dia. Hmmm… Sorry, keknya itu contoh yang terlalu ekstrim dan semoga hanya ada di dunia sinetron aja. Hehehe… 😀

Gua sendiri? Oh~ gua juga manusia biasa, yang butuh orang lain yang jadi temen gua. Cuma mungkin gua caranya bukan di SO atau rajin. Dan karena gua pikir mereka yang gua gak suka itu sama aja sama gua, jadi yah~, mereka juga manusia biasa, yang gua ga pantas membenci mereka. Mmm… bukan membenci sih, cuman ga suka aja. :p

Bayangkan ketika ada orang lain yang berbicara berhadapan dengan kita, dia ingin berbicara secara tulus, misal, luapan perasaannya seperti, “Eh, gua tadi abis dibeliin es krim loh~”. Orang yang tatapan matanya lurus ke mata kita, isyarat dia membutuhkan kita sebagai pribadi yang membuat dia tenang bahwa dia ada dan telah mengalami sebuah kejadian hidup yang penuh berkat. Orang yang napasnya berdinamika karena sudah merencanakan ingin mengutarakan sesuatu. Orang yang berbicara dengan mulut sinis, tersenyum, tanpa ekspresi, atau semacamnya tapi isi pembicaraannya sangat tulus. Yang artinya kita sama-sama manusia yang butuh orang lain…

Rasulullah saw bersabda, “Berlaku baiklah kepada sesama manusia. Mereka menyukai kalian selagi kalian hidup dan menangisi kalian ketika kalian meninggalkan dunia ini.” (dikutip dari irib)

Yah~ semoga saya bisa menjadi orang yang berbuat baik kepada orang lain dan menjadi orang yang disebutkan oleh Rasulullah. Amiin… 😀

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lie words

This article is contaminated by religion issue, politics and related themes. Do not read this article if you are sensitive with such topics.

preface: thanks to modcult

preface: thanks to modcult

While I was senior high, I took English subject on my class. At the time, I bought some albums and one day when the album was delivered to my house, I read something weird on one song’s title. I never read the word before, and could not understand it clearly, even spell. It was “liar”. The song was in Japanese. It was typical for Japanese song with English title. Though I understood Japanese I didn’t get the song’s contents. Then in class I tried to synchronize the spelling with my friend. Was liar spelled by “li-ar” in Indon? And was liar’s meaning “wild” in English? My friend told to me, it was obviously wrong. Liar was spelled by “lai-yer” in Indon, and it was derived from “lie” + “er” words in English. Oh… ==’ I see…

OK, that was the preface. Now, consider the really stuff. It is just two things when I hear word lie in this life. First is the most significant influence in human history. And the second is my life. Frankly, the first was the most sensitive topic over human beings and their related aspects. Beside facts it was too obvious to observe. And the second may be too hyperbole for using “my life” words. Seems “social life” was the closest meaning. But I guess social life was my life too. 😀

Now first: It was faith. Religion, or something you believe. Whatever, don’t care you believe in God or not, you still have faith, for believing in a life concept, whoever you are. For you who believed in God, it still has many remained questions. What’s kind of concept you believe in God? Why do you believe in the concept? And so on.

faith: thanks to virtueradionetwork

faith: thanks to virtueradionetwork

And while I think about why we have to diverse like this, sometime I do not understand God’s purposes. And just one thing I get, most of us believe because we were teach from child, by parents, surroundings, about divinity things. And they are same too. It’s kind of chain reaction. Thus, I think it must be the source of this diversity. Because, most of these religions have too many difference, absolute difference, that it was fatal to each others. The bold line is in “fatal” word. Most of them have fatal concept. And these fatal concepts make people hesitate for re-observing their so-called-believed-thing. And, why do these religions still stand until now? It means it is hard for proving the evidence of the faith. If it was easy, we would no need for this difference. Or may be it was easy but we even do not take care for everything different with our view.

Thus, this is the conclusion. Most of them, are liar. It’s easy to prove in logic sequence that it must be only one faith that is not liar. And this is undoubtedly fact that, in this world the truth is only one.

However, we have to, because it seems too late, for making us fresh, for re-observing anything different in this religion jungle. We have critical foundation that seeded strong from child. But I sure we can make it right. And for everyday life, this difference was great I guess. The world everyday life was the most beautiful parade I ever seen because of its diversity. Not only religion, there was skin color, face, language, attitude, and much more. I glad for being born in this kind of world. If it is not, may be I am bored.

OK, it is enough for faith. Now, for second: my life. I life in country that many people say that most of their representatives was used to telling untruth for gaining votes, authority, or everything like that. It seems unfair because they just accuse in order to satisfy their bad feeling. No problem lah, but, accuse doesn’t do anything. Say we have a representative, and he gets a problem, like, mmm… for arresting his father in law because of corruption. (Oh no~~~ I used real example~ ==’) Thus, he arrests him. Nah, this is the problem. For opposition, most of them will assume, he just want to get popularity for his supporters. Then he will be dumped as traitor for his own family, in order to gain popularity. How about pro side? OFC, they will support him and say he was fair for everyone.

pizza: thanks to photostock

pizza: thanks to photostock

How if he doesn’t arrest his father in law? OFC, the opposition will say that he was not fair for everyone. In other words, they blame him because of his nepotism. And, the pro side will say same too. In this condition, the opposition always act like child. Refuse, refuse, and refuse. They, the opposition, always think their opposition lie. Thus, no one can believe. Yah, it’s hard to understand this kind of feelings. But it assures you to make several decisions leading to right view points.

The answer was quite simple. Just be objective. It’s enough.

Yaah, I wonder no one will get right there. ==’ But I assure there still many people who do right things. And now, what about my really life? It’s same, but in different forms. Organization, family, friends, they are used to saying lie, from “just for fun” to “for serious”. Actually, I even don’t take care for everyone who lie to me or to others. Because I ever do this kind of thing too. In senior high, while I want to speak something interesting to other from real fact, sometime, it’s not complete if I don’t put some spices over there. The result was amazing, because they was amazed with my story. Although it was true story, but the accessories story was not true. But for sure it is amazing story.

In lower secondary, while I was assigned to give a speech for mauled nabi, I search every interesting topics over internet for my speech. I didn’t select them. And I just picked up them and, at the day, I spoke to others in the hall, with everything I got from internet without validity. As usual, they loved my speech, and it was big applause for me, but, for sure, I didn’t know, was these materials right? And after the day, while I remembered my speech, it was tacky, vulgar, and norak. Full of miss. Thus, full of lie… Although I just want to speak something truth… Then when they asked me about my speech, I just said and added something that can made my speech was right. T________T

Next lesson was, do not speak something you don’t know.

After that, I know we will need another lie for repairing our broken words. And it is not right. Because it will continue. The lesson is quite simple. We shall JUST say sorry, if we lie. It’s enough.

gossip: thanks to biojobblog

gossip: thanks to biojobblog

Another kind of lie is quite different. It’s not from ourselves, but from others. We simply say it by gossip. Oh noooo!!!! This is my hobby while I was in elementary school. With my friends, we sat together in a tree and we told everything amazing about others. Even accused someone’s fault BECAUSE OF appearance. ><‘ It means, mmm…, we hated someone because, …, OK, she is woman, …, she had ugly face… Astaghfirullah… ==’ What a pity… She was bullied just because of her ugly face. And we loved to accuse her. How sad she was. And I don’t know, how are you now girl? T.T Yaah, that was gossip. And many gossips. Until my senior high, I still love gossip. Sometime it makes us more exist and famous. But, now I know for sure, it was no good for our health guys. So, please don’t be bigos. :p

Sorry for being not-so-up-to-date…

Sorry for all of my fans who came up here and ended their expectation with useless because of my taida for updating this kind of… mmm… daily dairy? wkwkwkw~

the two: thanks to sharpbrains

the two: thanks to sharpbrains

Actually I want update this blog with some Image Processing Analysis and related subjects. Then, I just want to add some very-beginner-dummy-CSS-tutorial too. But, koukai shimasu~ T___T

Today was not writing day! It’s relaxation day!

Seriously, I got mecha-kucha na mess hibi. From weirdo-but-brilliant tasks, prac, labast, KP problems, assignments, projects, my fans, friends, to what I supposed to do. Then, facing UAS. bwahahaha,,,

stressFellow: thanks to yakahblog

stressFellow: thanks to yakahblog

Oh, June just will be arrived. ==’ May be I will no longer anymore for blogging, for a while. Sorry for this inconvenience.